laupäev oli selline üsna mõttetu päev..no vähemalt seni kuni sannu mu poole tuli ja…ahjaa…enne kui ma unustan, siis ma käisime veel pühapäeval ürgmeest ka vaatamas. ma tõesti ei lootnud, et sealt midagi head võib tulla, aga tuli. peab tunnistama, et kohati oli tõsiselt naljakas.
esmaspäev. tapvalt igav. peale kooli keerasin kohe magama ja siis ärkasin mingi 10 ajal ja olin öösel kaheni üleval tehes…mitte midagi.
teisipäev. kuigi see oli eile ei mäleta ma sellest midagi
ja täna olid mõnusad 8 tundi…tegelikult küll pigem 6 sest mingid tartu ülikooli tegelased käisid meile rääkima Tü-s õppimisest. eriti midagi asjalikku teada ei saanud aga huumorit sai küll veidi. kesklinna kooli omad olid ka platsis.
ja siis oli veel bändikas ka täna. aga sellest ma ei räägi. pikemalt vähemalt mitte.
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oli siis selline asi reedel. läksin rannakasse juba hommikul vara kohale, et koristada, tehnikat üles panna ja teksti valmis mõelda õhtuks. igasuguseid jamasid tuli ette muidugi…näiteks see et meil polnud peaukse võtit ja siis oli mul au rannaka uks rauasaega avada:P
igatahes jõudis sandra ka tartust vahepeal ja õhtul tuli ka vaatama‚Äö?†??‚àö?°¬¨¬®‚Äö?тĆ ja võib öelda et suures plaanis läks kõik kenasti. oli isegi päris huvitavaid ja originaalseid ja komöödiat ikka sai. tegelikult oli mul küll ilge palavik, mis õhtu kulgedes ka järjest tõusis (vähemalt mu enda arvates) aga pidasin ikka vastu. evergreen 86 esines ka lõpus aga sinna ma ei jõudnudki sest me
avastasime sandraga rannaka pimedamaid koridore.
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te ei kujuta ette kui sitt mul täna olla oli. peale seda kui ma olin 9 mõnusat tundi koolis üle elanud oli mul tunne, et teel koju ma kukun kuhugi põõsasse ära. isegi proovi ei jõudnud.
mingeid imelikke tablette sõin suuremas koguses. need vist isegi aitasid sest veidi on paremaks läinud. samas kui oleks halvemaks läinud siis selle seisu nimi oleks vist “surm”
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me olime rannoga nii ässad täna, et ei viitsinud kehalisse minna vaid kobisime hoopis raamatukokku filosoofia tööks õppima. või tegelikult ranno õppis ja ma tinistasin kitarri vaikselt kui tammo astub sisse…”poisid, miks tunnis pole?” mina: “vaba tund on. verd käisin eile andmas, arst ütles, et ei pea minema.” tammo:”…” ranno:”ma andsin ka verd”
sai siis tammole veene näidatud, läks teine minema. lubas õpetajale helistada. me läksime igaks juhuks 4ndale istuma ja õppima, et tammoga mitte enam kohtuda. loeme filosoofiat rahulikult. sammud. nurga tagant väljub tammo. meie:”wtf?” tammo: “teie juba siin. helistasin õpetajale.” (muigab kavalalt) hiljem saime veel liivamägiga ka rääkida ja üldse selline põnev oli.
homme: 9 tundi, 4 tööd, 1 proov, 1 trenn. praegu on palavik 38,5. panused kas rene jääb homme ellu või mitte…?
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nädalavahetus möödus vist küll rekordilise kiirusega. reedel oli siis kool, peale seda läksin sandrale bussi vastu ja käisime linna peal, laupäeval õnnestus mul vist teha rekord kaua magamises…igatahes ärkasin ma umbes pool 2 päeval. siis meenus, et ma lubasin kahese bussiga sanrda poole minna. kiirkorras lendasin du‚Äö?†??‚àö?±¬¨¬®¬¨‚àû‚Äö?†??‚àö?±¬¨¬®¬¨‚àûi alla ja sõin. kui kodust väljusin oli kell 2.03. Buss pidi gaasika juurest väljuma 2.05, niisiis ma läbisin kilomeetri ilmselt oma rekordajaga. jõudsin.
peab mainima, et sandra ema söögid on üle prahi:) ja lara on ka üks äge tegelane, isegi kui ta koguaeg segamas käib ja lastevankriga ust rammib.
õhtul läksin viimase bussiga linna tagasi. bussipeatuses kohtusin mingi rebasega. maru julge tegelane oli muide.
siis laupäeval oli varajane äratus ja sõitsime parkseppa linnu juurde matemaatika konsultatsiooni. mingi 3 tunni ringis. väga äge vanamees on ja tegi huumorit ka vahepeal nii et villu oli laua all kõveras. pärastlõunal läksime sannuga linna – selver, park, selver, park, edu, selver, park + denga, anett ja hiljem delia, saski, vova ja veel mõned ja lumesõda ja kuri vanamutt ka, kes tuli meile oma rasket elu kurtma. ränduris ei saanud ka käimata jätte loomulikult ja siis kunagi enne kümmet sai sandra tõnni ja mariiga tartusse. ise läksin koju ja hakkasin ajalugu õppima.
täna siis oli see päev kui kerttu oli mind kutsunud doonoripäevale. peale neljandat tundi läksimegi. igasuguseid imelikke küsimusi esitati ja joodeti mahla ja torgati kanüül veeni ja hakati imema nii et põsed tõmbas lohku. igatahes pärast polnudki sitt olla ega midagi. ja siis ma sain veel oma veregrupi teada (nagu kerttu ütles “voh, sul on see äge veri”) ehk siis 0 reesus positiivne. mingi hiiglasliku ‚Äö?†??‚àö?±¬¨¬®¬¨‚àûokolaadi sai ka ja helkuri “olen elupäästja”. kodu poole irvitasime nende üle, kes samal ajal veel saksas pidid higistama ja pärast veel arvutisse minema.
aga nüüd ma lähen nende asjadega tegelema:
14.11.2006 Filosoofia Kontrolltöö Kontrolltöö: Empirism ja ratisonalism.
14.11.2006 Inglise keelA Kodune ülesanne “Proficency Reading” Unit 12 strategy (tekst lugeda ja ülesanne täita).
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seoses sellega et kool jälle hakkas on tekkinud üldine unisus pluss masendus. raamatut hakkasin ka eile lugema – ristikivi “hingede öö”. ma kartsin ausalt kohutavalt saasta aga niikaugele kui ma jõudnud oled on küll üsna hea.
nädalavahetus tuleb selline, et ma ei teagi nüüd kas tegeleda üle mitme kuu spordiga, mida ma ilmselt peangi lõpuks tegema, või minna erikaga sandra juurde mis oleks iseenesest palju meeldivam…
ahjaa…tegelikult hakkasin ma kirjutama üldse sellepärast, et ma leidsin ühe hea blogisissekande rahast. ma tõesti soovitan kõigil lugeda. ja kuigi tekst on üsna pikk ja tänapäeval lugeda ei viitsita, siis tõesti proovige lõpuni ära pingutada. see on pingutust väärt:
You Can Learn a Lot From a Rich Girl
November 5th, 2006
Driving home from the bar one evening, my friend Marilyn confided in me that she was afraid. In six months, she would be graduating from grad school and her parents were going to cut her off financially for the first time in 26 years. Marilyn works twice a week (8 hours total) waiting tables to pay for pot and shoes, but everything else from her rent to her groceries has been paid for by her parents. Marilyn, at 26, doesn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t know how to balance a checkbook and has no idea what a gallon of milk costs. On top of that, she managed to secretly charge up some credit cards to the tune of $12,000 and that debt alone was overwhelming her. She couldn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t imagine what it would be like when she had to pay all of her own bills, plus the credit card debt. She fucked up big time and rather than admit that to her parents (who amassed their wealth through careful, responsible investments) she was desperately confiding in her older friend hoping for a magic solution to her problems.
I suppose she came to me because I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢ve been there. If any of you consider me obnoxious and self important now, you should have known me when I was in high school. At that time, I hadn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t ever had to struggle for anything in my life. Everything from material things to academic achievements were mine without the slightest bit of work or effort on my part. So when I sat in my high school physics class and the theories being taught did not instantly become clear to me, I turned up my little nose, crossed my arms, and refused to learn the material at all because it was obviously beneath me. Physics was beneath me. This was my response to a challenge that required more than a few seconds to accomplish.
This was also my mentality when I began college. Unlike Marilyn, my parents cut me off financially the day I graduated high school, but that didn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t matter because I was able to maintain my style of living through credit cards. I applied for 11 of them and used them to purchase things like lattes, kegs of beer, and plastic Jerry Garcia bear beads to decorate my apartment. I thought credit cards were free money and in six months, I had maxed out every one. I would have gotten more, too, if my credit at that point wasn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t in the shitter. But it didn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t matter because I really had everything I needed at that point.
It was just‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ¬¨¬®¬¨‚àÇ.the bills‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ¬¨¬®¬¨‚àÇ..eleven of them on top of all of my regular bills. I was having a hard time keeping track of them. I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢d lose them, forget about them, and then I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢d come home at night and find out that my electricity was turned off. Again. But instead of sitting down and working out my financial situation, I deemed all the credit card bills too hard and inconvenient to manage, so I decided to quit paying them. In true spoiled brat fashion, I refused to so much as open the bills for a solid four months.
You all know what comes next, don‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t you? Oh yes, the phone calls. Vicious phone calls from angry creditors at all hours of the night who refused to be ignored. I had never connected a human face to my debt, so I was stunned when this happened. And when I opened one of my bills for the first time and saw that the balance had almost doubled? Well, you could have bowled me over with a feather.
So I sat down with all of my bills and a calculator and struggled to figure out the damage. I didn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t understand simple concepts like interest, over-limit fees, late fees, or annual membership fees, so it took me a while. The end result was that if I put forth every spare cent of my spending money towards paying this debt, I would be free of it in 24 years. The rarified microbiologist is in a bit of consumer debt right now and he describes it as one of the most soul crushing feelings in the world. Sitting there with my bills and the knowledge that I had sold a quarter of my life into slavery for some plastic beads, I couldn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t think of a more apt way to describe it.
In the end, I went to some pretty extreme measures and paid off my debt in 3 months. I cut up all my credit cards and foolishly thought it would improve my credit situation. Little did I know that paying the bill doesn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t turn a bad debt good again. The only thing that would fix my credit was for me to learn to establish new credit responsibly. It took me over four years to quit making rookie mistakes. To date, it was the most difficult thing I have ever forced myself to accomplish.
Marilyn is not quite like me. She has a lot of pride, but not enough to force herself out of her comfort zone. Knowing this, I advised her, ‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?¢?†‚àö¬®Better to ask your parents for help now when it‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢s only $12,000 and not really a big deal than to have to ask them for help later when it‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢s gotten completely out of control.‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ¬¨¬®‚àöœÄ
If this was just a cautionary tale for young rich snobs, then I wouldn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t bother telling it. The problem is that the middle class are making these same credit mistakes without the safety net of wealthy parents to fall back on. We are sending our children out into the world without any idea of how to manage credit, balance a checkbook, or devise and follow a feasible budget. We are doing this not out of maliciousness or desire to see the future fail, but because we don‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t know how to accomplish those things. Because of this, we are cheating ourselves and our children out of retirement.
I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢ve spoken to a lot of college kids lately who regularly spend $200 for a pair of blue jeans. When I ask them how long it takes for them to earn that kind of cash, the answer usually falls in the realm of a week or so. At this point, I will stress that not even the very wealthy spend an entire weeks worth of salary on one article of clothing. College kids disagree because they‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢ve seen wealthy people wearing more expensive clothing than their jeans. So I explain that while they may wear more expensive clothing, that it doesn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t constitute a week of their salary. Normally, they earn the price of expensive jeans in an hour, often less. On the off chance that the kid understands the picture that I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢m trying to paint for him, he expresses shock that I would suggest he should never spend more than $8 (his hourly wage) on a single article of clothing‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ¬¨¬®¬¨‚àÇ.or alternatively buy significantly less clothing. But most of the time, the idea that they might be living well above their means only confuses them and they just stare at me blankly.
My Mother in Law, who is respectably middle class, will die in debt and the worst part is she rarely buys anything for herself. Every Christmas we go over to her house bundled up in sweaters and jackets, swathed in a layer of blankets because she can‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t afford to turn the heat up. But everyone will be plowed with the presents that she couldn‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢t control the impulse to buy. It pains me to see and I just want to say to her to please take back the bracelet and the sweater and the gift certificate and the 20 presents you bought the children that will most likely be donated to charity without them ever playing with them because they have so much already and please, turn your heat up. Seeing her live her adult life with some semblance of physical comfort is more valuable to me than any present she could give.
I guess what I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢m trying to find out is why the fuck are we doing this to ourselves?
Is anything that you own worth living paycheck to paycheck for? Is the extra square footage and the swimming pool and the new car worth it knowing that something as little as a traffic ticket can screw you up for the month? Is a playroom full of toys for the kids necessary when all you‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢re doing is teaching them that mindless consumer excess is not only normal, but the key to happiness?
You know what makes me happy? Not being a slave to the things I want to buy. But hey, that‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢s just me. I also plan to retire early and I feel that I‚Äö?†??¬¨¬¢‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?°¬¨¬Æ‚Äö?Ñ??‚àö?´¬¨¬¢ll be pretty alone in that endeavor unless I can convince a few now to come with me later. There are legions of people who are going to come face to face with the hard, cold reality that their debt doomed them to a life of dependency on a job at Walmart passing out smiley face stickers and shopping carts. They will find out, too late, that the things that they had to own cheated them out of retirement.
I hope the plastic beads are worth it.
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jälle ma ei mäleta kuna ma viimati kirjutasin, niiet ma ei tea ka kust ma seekord alustama peaks.
nagu enamus targemaid inimesi ilmselt märganud on, on lumi maha tulnud ja üldse ebameeldivalt külmaks läinud ja täna ähvardasid sõrmed külmast otsast kukkuda kui sandra neid soojendanud poleks.
tegelikult ma üldse ei kurda et külm on ja oleks äärmiselt sex kui järgmine nädalavahetus näiteks suusatama saaks (ja sandra, ära loodagi pääseda)
eile oli selline põnev päev et käisin ringi mallikal lumist maad kaevamas, mis eelmise korra laiskusest lõpetamata jäi. õhtul oli vastseliinas mingi action. hennessy oli ka aktsioonis muide:) Ja siis vaatasin oma vanaemalt tellitud läpakakoti üle…veidi lai oli ja ta lubas ümber teha aga muidu marukena. ja siis vastseliinas oli meil emaga mingi põnev teemaarendus tänapäeva kunsti kohta ja ta sai mingi huumoriga hakkama…midagi sellist, et “tühjas ruumis on kaks sitajunni risti ja siis see on installatsioon. (paus) ja siis mingi imelik tuleb ja kargleb ümber sittade, siis on performance”
reedel, ehk täna siis, olin ma äärmiselt tagasihoidlik, nagu viimastel reedetel ikka. ärkasin kunagi kell…ah, ütleme lihtsalt et ärkasin. käisin du‚Äö?†??‚àö?±¬¨¬®¬¨‚àû‚Äö?†??‚àö?±¬¨¬®¬¨‚àûi all, helistasin janarile, läksime rändurisse, õgisime ja läksime kesklinna gümnaasiumisse proovi paariks tunniks. peale proovi sain jälle rändurisse joosta. sandra juurde:) ja siis tavaline ränduri chill. ei saa mainimata jätta, et tõnu tiirles koguaeg seal maru vihase näoga ringi…nagu talle kohane.
ahjaa. siis veel see, et läpakas oli ka juba mingi viirus, mis oli kõik kohad täitnud mingi pornoga. õnneks sain ivari abiga selle korda. kes kurat ütles, et mäkkidele pole viiruseid, raisk?
okei. nüüd ma lähen üritan endale süüa teha midagi pluss ühe kange kohvi ja alustame sandraga öist vasakute juttude maratoni. kella kuueni hommikul. vähemalt:P
nonii. nüüd on küll kõik. spock out.
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